Thinking of you  / Lauren Haynes (Family friend )

Hey sorry i have not dropped by in a while... life has been pretty hectic! i cant believe i have already done my first year of A levels lol.. where has all the time gone?

Its funny the little things that make me think of you.. especially music, such as because i got high- and heaven is a half pipe i remember dancing around the loft extension at you house -the four of us when they came on the radio lol.

I heard Shaggys song it wasnt me on the radio last week when i was driving around and i instantly thought of you... mum calls it Jamies song! lol i remember when we used to come round on Friday evenings after school and your mum would be like whats happened to this you would instantly say it wasnt me with a big grin on your face! lol i remember when matt trapped his finger in the door because you were in such a rush to show us your den on the common and you were like it wasnt me lol you were so excited you didnt realise ! it made me laugh

I have just realised how small this world is... i found out yesterday that half my friends at clarks were in your year at school or were good friends with you or knew you through jodie lol it doesnt surprise me though that you knew the likes of Nick Bidder and Chris briggs they are just as insane and happy go lucky as you so its not surprising you were friends! they all manage to make me laugh too lol and look out for me!

Aerosmith! 'i dont wanna a miss a thing' that is also what made me think of you lol - we were playing on guitar hero- (you would love it its just like the dance mat and plugs in to the playstation) lol its really good i played on it with chris a couple of weeks ago lol im pretty crap.. but he got the aerosmith version for his birthday and we were talkin about his songs and i was like i have to do this song it makes me think of Jamie its Mint, you never did want to miss out on anything ! lol i remember in Menorca the whole boat ride thing you nagged ur mum n dad to take you on it cus we were!

lol anyway always thinking of you ... will never forget you!#

lots of love xxxxxxxxx

Ps Matt sends his love too i know he doesnt come online anymore but i often catch him looking at your photo in the lounge i know he thinks of you often... he collected all of the articles from the evening press when you left us as he was gonna form a scrap bookl but he never got round to it.

I think he is still pretty gutted that you never got to buy him his first pint lol he always talked of how you were going to be drinking buddies!

He goes off to uni in september .. he always was a year behind lol he took extra AS levels.. and is going to do sports journalism in Stafford hopefully... lol i cant wait... it means i get the car lol ... nah i dont mean that i will miss him really.

anyways will be back on soon

Lots of love Lauren and Matt xxxxxxxx

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21st birthday  / Mum (mum)

All the stars are shining bright, there's a special birthday in heaven tonight.

Forever young, forever true.

Our hearts are full of love for you.

Although we cannot hold you near, we love you more each passing year.

You hold the key jamie, not to the door but to our hearts forever more.

Love and miss you so much mum, dad and jodie xxxxxxxxx

Happy 21st birthday Jamie

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Just a little thought  / Lottie Riley (old friend )

Hello Jamie,

Something made me think of you today! I was putting on my mascara and got it in my hair. This reminded me of one day at school when you had told me I had in in my hair and it was ment for my eyelashes! thought I would mention I thought of you today. Lots of love Lottiexx

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~WERE YOU ONE OF THE LUCKY ONES~  / TAMMY MOM TO ~ANDREW CARDWELL~
 

I Wish I was One of the Lucky Ones

Were you one of the Lucky Ones?

Did you get to meet the one that lived
every day as if it were his last?

Did you see that smiling face,
did you hear his infectious laugh?

Did you know the one that had a hug
for even the ones that fussed at him?

Did you ever go somewhere and know
when the life of the party arrived?

Did you know the one that could make
the best of the worst situation?

Did you feel like you were a special
person around him?

Did you ever feel so loved?

Were you one of the lucky ones...
that got to meet my son?
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Just a quick note...  / Charlene Watkinson (School Freind )
Hi Jamie, god how time flies, i cannot believe we are now into 2008. I am still at college and still ftrying to fund raise as much as possible for C.R.Y. I hope you are getting on ok in heaven, no doubt your smile is making lots of people happy, it is just a shame that you and your amazing smile cant be with us making us all hapoy. Anyway will keep popping back on here and having quick chats. Lots of love, miss you still love Charlene, ps i wonder if you've met James Bruin yet, tell him i love him x x xtnyt Close

missing you so much  / Mum
Hi jamie
sorry it has been so long since i have written to you, been having so many problems getting onto the site.
So many things have happened in the last six years without you, so many things that people that have not gone through loosing a child would find so hard to cope with. But after going through the worst thing possible in some ways i feel as though i have become a much stronger person, and i try not to let other things get me down.
We are spending alot of time in spain now and we are looking to be there for good in april, we have so much work to do there with the house and trying to set up a buisness as well as keeping the buisness going here, it does help dad and i to keep really busy. The robin is in the garden every day  in spain that does help, i feel as though it is a sign from you, to say look mum and dad i am still around.
Jodie is looking to get married in spain in june 09, i think she is abit young but then she has had to go through so much with loosing her brother, she has had to grow up so quick. She tells me mum i dont know what is going to happen tomorrow. You would really like chris, they do seem to get on so well and if she gets upset he is always there for her.
I am sat here typing this looking at your beautiful photo and thinking how can life be so cruel for you to be taken from us and how cruel for you to loose your life at 14 when you had so much to live for. I will never stop thinking each day what you would be doing now.
I will love and miss you always my darling jamiexxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Close

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY  / JEANNIE MOM TO DUANE SUESS (CONNECTED BY ANGELS )

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"Iam Still Here"  / Aunte Chelle

Still here...
I saw you standing at my grave
...but i'm still here
I saw you urn and say goodbye you waved
...but i'm still here
I heard you call my name as you slept last night
I felt your pain and fear and fright
...but i'm still here

I heard you wonder how you'd cope alone
...but i'm still here
I heard you sob, i heard you moan
...bu i'm still here
I saw you as you held yor head in your hands
with the world still full of your times demands
...but i'm still here

I held you in my arms today
...i'm still here
I felt your response because you knew there was a way
...i'm still here
I know you felt my hand as it brushed againt your cheek
i havent left your side, ive been here all week
...i' still here

I have a new home where i now reside
...but i'm still here
love is still the same from the 'other side'
...and i'm still here
from time to time ill  pop in and say hello
i'm really sorry i had to go
...but i'm still here

its my greatest wish you live each day
...knowing i'm still here
life must carry on and i know you'll fin a way
...knowing i'm still here
i promise one day, there'll be an easeto the pain
and i want you to begin to live your lfe again
...knowing i'm still here

you still have so much more of your life to live
...but i'm still here
your beautiful soul has such alot to give
...and i'm still here
lots more dancing, singing and fun
parties to attend and things to be done
...and remember... i'm still here

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Christmas Time  / Auntie Chelle (auntie)

How much i wish i didnt have to write this here and we could just talk  like we used to, How you used to take the piss outta me, because of my choice of men ( eg. beckas dad ) and how i used to take the piss outta your taste in music.
Nothing can take away my memories of you and Jodie.
They will stay in my heart forever.
So Jamie with a  smile on my face i wish you a merry christmas.
And so wish you were here
all our love chelle & Becka Taylor & Hollie xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

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Miss u lots i cant believe its been 6 years xxx  / Lauren Haynes (Family Friend )
Hi jamie.. I cant believe 6 years have gone by already .. we all miss u soo much... not a day passes by when we dont think about u and all the warm happy smiles you smiled... u were such a happy chappy i swear u smiled more in ur short life than anybody else does in a lifetime, u were such a happy go lucky person and it breaks my heart that no one will ever see tht gorgeous smile again and that the four of us (me, matt jodie and u) will never get to cause mischief and have any of the amazingly fun times that we experianced in th short time we knew u ! I miss those times soo soo much... i know me and matt would have loved to have grown up with you and jodie and create more happy memories as would lots and lots of other people, but i would like u to know that we are both soo glad that we met you and got to know u when we did and that we will never ever forget u will be in our hearts and memories forever!
Even after 6 years, i know ur still smiling and creating happiness for those who u knew and loved and who loved u ! R.I.P Jamie love forever and always Lauren and Family xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Close

Jamie / Auntie Chelle

I always took for granted,
what I thought I'd never lose.
Because I never thought it would happen,
until I heard the dreaded news.
They say you were chosen for his garden,
His preciously hand picked bouquet.
"God really needed him,
That's why he couldn't stay."

Saying goodbye is never easy,
It's the hardest thing to do.
But what hurts me even more
Is not the chance to say it to you.

So today, Jesus, as you are listening
in your home above;
Would you go and find Jamie,
And give him all my love! 




Miss you so much honey, you have 2 new cousins now Taylor Jamie and Hollie Rebecca and
it breaks my heart you didnt get chance to meet them, 
but when they are old enough my precious memorys i will share 
with them
all my love forever Auntie chelle & Rebecca
Taylor & Hollie

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TO Jamie  / Lisa Byrne (friend)
i cant believe it's been this long since you left us. there's not a day that goes by that i dont think about our random conversations in maths and english and the way we used to laugh :) you will always be remembered by everyone who had the fortune to meet such an amazing guy :) its been 6 whole years but my god i know we all still think of you and miss you so much. i've moved to london now mate and i'm really happy :) you'd be well proud. miss you Jamie, so so so much x Close

And God Said.......  / Diane Angel Mom- Katie Cassidy (I care )
I said, God I hurt
And God said, I know

I said, I cry alot
And God said, That's why I gave you tears

I said, Life is so hard
And God said, That's why I gave you loved ones

I said, But my loved one died!!
And God said, So did mine!!

I said, It's such a great loss!!
And God said, I saw mine nailed to a cross!!

I said, But your loved one lives!!
And God said, So does yours!!

I said, Where is he now??
And God said, My Son is by my side and
Your Son is in my arms!!

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miss you so much  / Mum Love You Forever (mum)
Hi Jamie
I miss you so much, it is so hard to beleive it will be soon 6 years since i saw you. So much has happend. We have had 4 new children born into the family, 4 new counsins that you would of loved so much. Each one born has brought me sadness at a new baby, but then also  joy. I just want to be so close to them. Dad and I have bought a house in spain and once the buisness is sorted we are going to be living there, wish so much jodie was coming but she has her life now with chris, they have just got engaged and she seems to be really happy with him.
Everything that happens now is tinged with sadness, i can never be truley happy.
Rebecca has been in touch alot latley she misses you so much, she has been telling me about alot of memories she has oof you, it is so nice of her to share it with us. I am sure you would of both ended up been together
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missing you so much  / Mum
HI Jamie
Havnt written in a while, jodie and dad and I Are all missing you so much.
Finding things difficult at the moment with moving house, one part of me knows it might be best to leave this house, but the other part knows i am going to also miss living here where we had such a lot of happy memories of you, but still i exepect you to come walking through the door. The move might just be a little easier if we were going straight to spain but we have to go into a rented house for a while which i know i wont like.
The hardest part of all with the move was having to clear your bedroom. We have put all your favourite things in some boxes to take with us but there was so much that when we did a car boot we had to take somethings, knew it would be hard but it was heart wrenching for dad and i when people came to buy your things, we wanted to shout at them to leave your stuff alone, i am sure you would be pleased that they have gone to some other child.
Jodie has come back home to live she split up with simon, but she finds it so hard to be living in this house without you here. Last week she said she was going for a walk in the rain, but dad found her in the cemetary soaking wet. She had wanted to come and talk to you.
As long as i live i know not having you here will ever get any easier without you. Every day there is reminders that i dont have my son. Yesterday i went to see someone get married who rebecca was a bridesmaid for, there was your friend martin looking so smart in his suit, i was so sad, i never got to see you all dressed up in a suit.
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So much to say,so little time...  / Charlene (School Friend )
Hi Jamie. Gotta be a quick message as i am so so very busy. I am going to Wales on Sunday, try change my life around and get some work done for once! Got a house in beverley now, get the keys on the 22nd june. Just wanted to say im sorry if turning up at the cemetry the other day shocked you but i have driven past many a time now and not once plucked up the courage to come see you. Then finally out of know where came the strength the other day so there i was, just poppin by for a chat. I will come see you again soon maybe before i go to wales, if not sometimes after the summer. Drive that road a lot though from York to Hovingham so will see you soon i guess.

Watch out for me on the roads, keep smiling that fantastic smile of yours and plase try your hardest to keep the sunshine out!

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HAPPY FATHER'S DAY  / Debbie Wengert Kevin's Mom

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Sending loving thoughts on Mother's Day  / Jane Speidel, Mom Of Adam Waymire (son is Jamie's angel friend )
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HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY  / BETH DICKERSON (JIMMY'S MOM )

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